joanne: in my own words

Let me sing a song for you,
Please sit and listen to the tune,
This ain't no song of greatness,
But only a voice of a girl,
Singing about her world.

So let me sing a song for you,
Please please please, do listen to the tune,
All I wish is for you to hear me,
As I sing about my days,
Now sing with me if you may.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

pieces of thoughts from a girl whose heart had been broken by a guy

"what did not break you would only make you stronger!
girl, this war was started by someone else, so why dwell in it?
you are now several steps ahead which means that you are taking it better than that person. so cheer up!"

:: there's a song in my talk, there's a waltz in my walk :: there's air in my nose, there's grace in my pose :: finally, the bubble popped and i could breathe again ::

when something tragic or a misery befalls us, we would always ask "why must this happen to me?" or "what did i do to deserve this?" but little did we know that the reason behind this incident lies something good for us: a lesson to learn so we would be stronger and wiser, a sign that we must not lean on our own understanding but His and also a blessing to others who are going through the same thing. think of this!

She is finally ready to move on. she's happy where today had brought her and is able to look back at that person and smile at him. she's now at a better position than he is. that is all that matters.

I only want to say this to you : For the last few months, you had changed so much into someone we hardly know - almost a total stranger. What have become of you? I only hope that you realize your mistake now and immediately change back into the person we used to know and love. You can do it!

I want to hate you but I know I should not. So I won't. But I am still as angry as ever because of what you had unbelievably done to me. I do not know when the wound would heal completely. All I know is that it's definitely gonna take more than just an apology.


seahorse27 said...

Girl.. I seriously know what you're talking about and what you're going through... been there and the wound is still sore after more than 6 months.. I hope yours will heal faster...

Joanne Tan said...

thank you, seahorse27. i am feeling much better now with the support of friends around me. i wish your wound would heal completely in no time soon.